It was horrible – mentally and physically. Didn’t feel normal until 3\/4’s of the way around the loop. Slowest time yet of 44:01<\/b>.<\/p>\n
This was made extra fscked because I lost valuable sleep to do it and set myself up for a day best-forgotten. <\/p>\n
The silver lining on all this? It was the last straw. I did some reading and I’m going to see a doctor about my possible depression<\/a>. Just as soon as I work out this fscking health system. Lucky me.<\/p>\n Update<\/i><\/p>\n Apparently my symptoms are more like grief<\/i>, not depression<\/i>. It gets better and better doesn’t it!?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" It was horrible – mentally and physically. Didn’t feel normal until 3\/4’s of the way around the loop. Slowest time yet of 44:01. This was made extra fscked because I lost valuable sleep to do it and set myself up … Continue reading